who says you can't make money selling gas at $3.00 and with the American auto maker agreeing to make gas guzzlers... and with the government lifting emissions and MPG requirements.
Speaking of air pollution and green house gas problems...scientist from all over the world gathered and agreed global warming is much worse than what they thought.
Friday, February 02, 2007
David Byrd Sex cult in the 1970.. called
"Children of God" began in 1968. Started with 300 people by early 1980's turned into 10,000 people called "The Family international" and was wide spread all over the world. They practiced group sex in the name of god. I guess you can talk yourself into anything. What, were these people hypnotized? On drugs? Are people really that easy to be so persuaded.
People thought they were joining a Christian group. They fanned from Mexico to Manila.
It was a time of free sex. Group sex! I remember the 1970's.. free sex and pop! You could smell pop at any concert.
Baby Rich was David Byrd's new messiah..soon to be king. Byrd used his adopted son rich as a sex object.
Woman had sex with young boys and gave their children to the men....this was David Byrd's sexual cult. Yes, once again all in the name of god!
People thought they were joining a Christian group. They fanned from Mexico to Manila.
It was a time of free sex. Group sex! I remember the 1970's.. free sex and pop! You could smell pop at any concert.
Baby Rich was David Byrd's new messiah..soon to be king. Byrd used his adopted son rich as a sex object.
Woman had sex with young boys and gave their children to the men....this was David Byrd's sexual cult. Yes, once again all in the name of god!
Revenge
Do you have to get revenge? When do things get that big bad so embedded in your heart and mind that you have to get even. Revenge often devours people.
With men it's harm; with women it can be sex with another. It's getting back. Wanting them to feel one down and you back up again after having been hurt by them.
So it's says I own you, I can control you and I can do with you anything that I want.
Psychologist say that the best revenge is being happy and getting on with your life. The best revenge is be the best you can be, exercise (great for recreating and enhancing a good mood!), and get into you. You are the best friend you will ever have..so always be true to yourself!
Eight hundred threats on Federal judges alone last year makes them wear bullet proof vest and hidden guns. Defense attorneys beware! This one judge, mayor and local prosecutor were threatened with pipe bombs by a husband and wife who were forced to pay their taxes. The judge merely fined them one hundred and fifty dollars. They were trying to kill the judge by planting a bomb on his front steps triggered by the front door opening.
One state judge was beaten unconscious by a defendant. Visit any prison all you hear is the revenge prisoners want to get on the judge. Criminals blame the judge. They are pissed because their life as they known it was robbed from them. They get very frustrated and angry because they feel they cannot do anything about their situation.
A doctor wrote a prescription of revenge against his own partner.
I can not remember every feeling revenge. I have felt mad, frustrated to tears, hopeless and unloved...always unloved and stripped of my humility and dignity. When I was a kid, my brother punched, kicked, chased, hit, and belittled me all the time. Touched me when we were younger yet. I felt the feelings of powerlessness in a male authoritarian society. Woman had little rights and respect and children even less. I was taught that children were born evil and had to have the devil beat out of them. I lived in fear. After years of abuse one day after he punched on me, I picked up the BB gun and let him have it. I felt like hell because I could have taken out his eye. As it was, he was fine. But, he never threatened, punched or hurt me in anyway again. I felt I gained a little respect that day! I was mad; I was tired of it and the only thing he was going to understand was getting back a little of what he dished out. I use to try to hit him back; but, then he would punch me again even harder. I spent half my young life being abused. My drunken dad abused me verbally and physically too. My mother abused me in a way when she stood by and let it happen; with a smirk on her face as if I deserved it! She got pleasure out of my abuse. Today, I can happily say that I do not speak nor have any contact with any of them.
With men it's harm; with women it can be sex with another. It's getting back. Wanting them to feel one down and you back up again after having been hurt by them.
So it's says I own you, I can control you and I can do with you anything that I want.
Psychologist say that the best revenge is being happy and getting on with your life. The best revenge is be the best you can be, exercise (great for recreating and enhancing a good mood!), and get into you. You are the best friend you will ever have..so always be true to yourself!
Eight hundred threats on Federal judges alone last year makes them wear bullet proof vest and hidden guns. Defense attorneys beware! This one judge, mayor and local prosecutor were threatened with pipe bombs by a husband and wife who were forced to pay their taxes. The judge merely fined them one hundred and fifty dollars. They were trying to kill the judge by planting a bomb on his front steps triggered by the front door opening.
One state judge was beaten unconscious by a defendant. Visit any prison all you hear is the revenge prisoners want to get on the judge. Criminals blame the judge. They are pissed because their life as they known it was robbed from them. They get very frustrated and angry because they feel they cannot do anything about their situation.
A doctor wrote a prescription of revenge against his own partner.
I can not remember every feeling revenge. I have felt mad, frustrated to tears, hopeless and unloved...always unloved and stripped of my humility and dignity. When I was a kid, my brother punched, kicked, chased, hit, and belittled me all the time. Touched me when we were younger yet. I felt the feelings of powerlessness in a male authoritarian society. Woman had little rights and respect and children even less. I was taught that children were born evil and had to have the devil beat out of them. I lived in fear. After years of abuse one day after he punched on me, I picked up the BB gun and let him have it. I felt like hell because I could have taken out his eye. As it was, he was fine. But, he never threatened, punched or hurt me in anyway again. I felt I gained a little respect that day! I was mad; I was tired of it and the only thing he was going to understand was getting back a little of what he dished out. I use to try to hit him back; but, then he would punch me again even harder. I spent half my young life being abused. My drunken dad abused me verbally and physically too. My mother abused me in a way when she stood by and let it happen; with a smirk on her face as if I deserved it! She got pleasure out of my abuse. Today, I can happily say that I do not speak nor have any contact with any of them.
I think mean Joe Green should win it again
this year! The commercial was a phenomimum and was used around the world with area locals. It's been number one asa super bowl commercial for years and I am sure it will remain first place again this year. It has heart!
Religion proliferates lost and loneliness
why? because our feelings and actions are re strictly by self-serving, manipulating and control by religious leaders who are secret sinners captive in their own beliefs and projects those beliefs onto their parishioners who are mostly children and youth brainwashed into a believed idealistic false reality. There is no god!
We are gods! The goodness, the power, the magic, the mystical, the love, the spiritual lies within each and everyone of us! We know what is right and wrong! We know stealing and killing (even in war [funny how religion exempts killing in war especially in false cause of religion]).
We know it is wrong to abuse children or anyone. We, as spiritual being, do not need a monetary gain minded organization to guide us. We do not need an organization that breaks us down first by creating thoughts of evilness within our hearts just so self-serving religious fanatics can "heal" the sinner they made us think we are. This is wrong! This my friends is blasphemy!
Just as men created and wrote the bibles of the world; they set up the rules to honor and serve themselves. They, the religious leaders play god. And of course they believe they are above their own rules, laws and preachings. They are the abusers!
A religious person who is led to believe that homosexuality is an abomination of nature and religion is so wrong. Homosexuality is as nature as love itself. Homosexuality is not wrong in any sense of spirituality or nature. It's on the homophobic (probably afraid they are gay themselves) leaders of state and church who comment the very thing they may be themselves. Why? It goes back to this: If you are not sick or evil then the church would not have a reason to exist! It's self-serving principles at the basis of all organizations. It's a business! Just like the government whom religion walks with hand-in-hand work together for the monetary benefits of each - and votes where republicans are concerned. It's all controlling and self-serving.
How does it feel to be made a fool of? How does it look to you? Well look in the mirror because you have been had..for hundreds of years. You have been told how to think, vote, and what car is available for you to drive. All the things benefit other in power.. not you the hard working tax payer.
We are gods! The goodness, the power, the magic, the mystical, the love, the spiritual lies within each and everyone of us! We know what is right and wrong! We know stealing and killing (even in war [funny how religion exempts killing in war especially in false cause of religion]).
We know it is wrong to abuse children or anyone. We, as spiritual being, do not need a monetary gain minded organization to guide us. We do not need an organization that breaks us down first by creating thoughts of evilness within our hearts just so self-serving religious fanatics can "heal" the sinner they made us think we are. This is wrong! This my friends is blasphemy!
Just as men created and wrote the bibles of the world; they set up the rules to honor and serve themselves. They, the religious leaders play god. And of course they believe they are above their own rules, laws and preachings. They are the abusers!
A religious person who is led to believe that homosexuality is an abomination of nature and religion is so wrong. Homosexuality is as nature as love itself. Homosexuality is not wrong in any sense of spirituality or nature. It's on the homophobic (probably afraid they are gay themselves) leaders of state and church who comment the very thing they may be themselves. Why? It goes back to this: If you are not sick or evil then the church would not have a reason to exist! It's self-serving principles at the basis of all organizations. It's a business! Just like the government whom religion walks with hand-in-hand work together for the monetary benefits of each - and votes where republicans are concerned. It's all controlling and self-serving.
How does it feel to be made a fool of? How does it look to you? Well look in the mirror because you have been had..for hundreds of years. You have been told how to think, vote, and what car is available for you to drive. All the things benefit other in power.. not you the hard working tax payer.
Got a lot of loving..
I love the L Word...it's great this season so looking forward to Sundays! The Super Bowl party will turn into an L Word party at 9:00 PM.
Yoga class was great last evening like usual. I always enjoy yoga!
I made love for three hours this afternoon. What we have is special! I'll miss not having a warm loving body close to me tonight.
Hey, where is my tall blond that is being sent to love me. I'm still waiting. I need to hold and be held.
I saw my sweet young friends this evening. Love is wonderful!
Yoga class was great last evening like usual. I always enjoy yoga!
I made love for three hours this afternoon. What we have is special! I'll miss not having a warm loving body close to me tonight.
Hey, where is my tall blond that is being sent to love me. I'm still waiting. I need to hold and be held.
I saw my sweet young friends this evening. Love is wonderful!
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Got a Gut Ache..
Since June 2005 I now have 888 entries in this blog. I've been busy!
Finally, I got my butt out to the gym today to swim anyway. I had three days off and see what happens..I get out of the groove to exercise very easily. I wanted to run but it was about 20f degrees and windy and I just couldn't get it up.
So, I swam and did yoga at home and then again with an instructor this evening.
I'm trying to live in the moment and it is getting easier and easier. Right now my water has been turned off due to a broken main outside. They're busting around here all the time; well, I guess because of the freezing and thawing. Well, I walked right past the spraying, spewing water flow freezing on the street and didn't think to fill a couple of buckets before they turned the water off.
I've just watched last Sunday's L-Word again. It's great! Cybil Shepard is a hoot! And Alice is a prize! Good writing this season! I'll be sorry to see Cybil (Phyllis) go. I don't expect that she will be in too manning episodes.
Well, I think my stomach is getting better...too many vitamins taken at one time I think.
I have my afternoon delight coming tomorrow. I wish I could blend two people into one. But, like I said - I'm living in the moment! I wonder if I would still love the love I love if things were different. If miracles happened and dreams came true? Something isn't right with any of this. Having sex once a week with someone and that's it. But, truly I don't want it to be any more than that. She doesn't either. We didn't talk about it but I think we both set the rules in the beginning when we were talking in general terms. She may want more but I can't give her more of my time..she's married. Well, we'll see?
I just need to meet someone special. I need the whole package in one person. I want her to be Teresa or like her. I guess like her - very much like her. She is an angel come to save me. She saved my life that day. I want more of her...more so much more. I want her arms around me all the time. If I can't have her then I want someone just like her. I want to be in love; madly in love. I'm due! It's time! I need to get this going before someone gets really hurt because they have become attached. Maybe, she just can't have it all. But, I don't want her to leave him. I want it just as it is...until another angel comes along to save me.
I believe in miracles and I just got a sign. I'm watching life changing miracles on the Oprah show. Guys pulled a woman out through the front window of a submerged late model Jeep. She survived. But, when they pulled the Jeep out of the water all of the windows were up and sealed shut.
I know she will come to me... I know it. And this time it will be easy and natural. She will meet me half way, if not seventy-five percent of the way. She will want me but she won't be pushing or bossy. She will be my angel. A little taller, just about blond shoulder length. She will look like the doctor and be just like her. Her words spoke spoken; her eyes - I'll be able to feel her eyes on me just like I did with the good doctor - two years ago now..more. I miss her! She is in my heart. I hope she and the people in her life; her family are wonderful. If thoughts are prayers then she is truly blessed and wonderfully successful. I will always love her and feel her arms around me; see her eyes, feel her hands on my face. "Oh, that hurts my heart!" She said. "I'll get it fixed" and "I'll see Sharon"
It's late, my stomach is bothering me again; but, my water is back on.
Finally, I got my butt out to the gym today to swim anyway. I had three days off and see what happens..I get out of the groove to exercise very easily. I wanted to run but it was about 20f degrees and windy and I just couldn't get it up.
So, I swam and did yoga at home and then again with an instructor this evening.
I'm trying to live in the moment and it is getting easier and easier. Right now my water has been turned off due to a broken main outside. They're busting around here all the time; well, I guess because of the freezing and thawing. Well, I walked right past the spraying, spewing water flow freezing on the street and didn't think to fill a couple of buckets before they turned the water off.
I've just watched last Sunday's L-Word again. It's great! Cybil Shepard is a hoot! And Alice is a prize! Good writing this season! I'll be sorry to see Cybil (Phyllis) go. I don't expect that she will be in too manning episodes.
Well, I think my stomach is getting better...too many vitamins taken at one time I think.
I have my afternoon delight coming tomorrow. I wish I could blend two people into one. But, like I said - I'm living in the moment! I wonder if I would still love the love I love if things were different. If miracles happened and dreams came true? Something isn't right with any of this. Having sex once a week with someone and that's it. But, truly I don't want it to be any more than that. She doesn't either. We didn't talk about it but I think we both set the rules in the beginning when we were talking in general terms. She may want more but I can't give her more of my time..she's married. Well, we'll see?
I just need to meet someone special. I need the whole package in one person. I want her to be Teresa or like her. I guess like her - very much like her. She is an angel come to save me. She saved my life that day. I want more of her...more so much more. I want her arms around me all the time. If I can't have her then I want someone just like her. I want to be in love; madly in love. I'm due! It's time! I need to get this going before someone gets really hurt because they have become attached. Maybe, she just can't have it all. But, I don't want her to leave him. I want it just as it is...until another angel comes along to save me.
I believe in miracles and I just got a sign. I'm watching life changing miracles on the Oprah show. Guys pulled a woman out through the front window of a submerged late model Jeep. She survived. But, when they pulled the Jeep out of the water all of the windows were up and sealed shut.
I know she will come to me... I know it. And this time it will be easy and natural. She will meet me half way, if not seventy-five percent of the way. She will want me but she won't be pushing or bossy. She will be my angel. A little taller, just about blond shoulder length. She will look like the doctor and be just like her. Her words spoke spoken; her eyes - I'll be able to feel her eyes on me just like I did with the good doctor - two years ago now..more. I miss her! She is in my heart. I hope she and the people in her life; her family are wonderful. If thoughts are prayers then she is truly blessed and wonderfully successful. I will always love her and feel her arms around me; see her eyes, feel her hands on my face. "Oh, that hurts my heart!" She said. "I'll get it fixed" and "I'll see Sharon"
It's late, my stomach is bothering me again; but, my water is back on.
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