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Beginning to sleat....

It's very windy! My fires gone out, I'm getting tired but can't seem to drag myself to bed...I want to do everything - now. Should just sleep and do it all tomorrow.. but I think I am a night person. Reading and drawing for night time things to do when it's dark out doors - don't ask me why. I wonder, am I the only one who feels that way?

But sleeping is for dark. I think I think I'll miss her when I get to bed so I'm putting it off..we had a fabulous weekend. Now back to reality and work.

Hopefully the streets will not be iced over.. as depressingly promised. I hope the holiday are clear streeted and safe. I'm invited out all over the place and hate arriving a wreck.. praying not to wreck. Too scary!

I hope I never have to drive my girlfriends street when it's icy or snowy.. I'll turn around (hopefully will fine such a spot) and go back home. I do not want to wreck my car. I do not want car payments!! I wish to drive old and reliable for many, many more miles. Especially, in this man-made crooked awful economy! I think we got ripped off by leaving Republican sponsored lobbyist.. don't you? "Oh please deregulate that and this and no, please no over-sight" Well, even with your huge monetary gifts the crooks will not have to worry about any over sight!

It's pure pathetic if you ask me. Well, soon the tax payers won't have enough jobs to fork over taxes.. so where the big shots going to get their bail outs then. Oh, I know, old reliable China. Yes, soon they will be all living here and owning everything. Well, here their population can grow..there will be no child birth limits. Why? We have the room! If wonder! When this country is ran by the Chinese will women suffer a social class set back?

You know women here in this country are at the brim of pulling themselves up into a first class population category. I'm sure men wish them to be pushed down and under their thumbs once again! Why not.. stomp their spirits .. it's the male domineering ego way! To oppress and rule and conquer and stomp out.. and over take countries and governments and markets for manipulative, greedy, self-profit and monetary gain. It's the American way! And don't get in the way of progress....

So as I sit here waiting for the fire to die down... I thank the universe for my many blessings of love, grace, hope, and intelligence. Good health, pain-free days! I thank the universe!

Let's see would I prefer yard or loft next time around when the economy turns a new leaf and people actually have money enough to stop working mutiple jobs and only need one decent paying job! When is that going to happen. These greedy idiots running the show are too stupid to see that if you "allow" the people to prosper (and not only your fat ass selves) that the economy will prosper and still too the rich can get a little more rich. But not here! These greedy slugs want it all - and now! Step on the little guys. Get the hell out of my way - stupid. They are kicking themselves. Now noone gets anything! We are all poor! Many poor and a handful of greedy, evil, heartless idiots who think they can actually take it with them.. you know I'm glad no one, practically no one can wait exactly what they choose to eat, when they want too because if they do they'll get a chronic disease.. one of the silient killers will attack.. so money can't buy lots of food. No one gets a free pass in that department!

Fires still burning.. can't go to slee yet. Let's see what can I eat? Or drink? More coffee?

I wonder how the good doctor is doing.. I wonder if she got to practice the way she wanted to practice. I miss her kindness, her soft healing hands, her warm heart, and her wonderful deep brown saintly eyes. The woman was god to me! Probably still would be too! I pray her life is going well and she is well and happy and feels satisfied and loved! May all she does turn to gold and she is happy and very successful this holiday season and always!

Funny, how angels appear when we need them mose and in magical, mysterious ways..

I'm happy now with my new love. Personally I wish us the best.. we both deserve the best with prosperity, good health, lots of love, sex and fun and wonderful magical happy times. We've worked hard and suffered long...mistakeningly, to get to this point.

I mean, why do people think they have to suffer.. stupid ass church! Another crock of bull spread by the religious money brubbing anti-christ religious for conquering and controlling and manipulating and using. They don't give a crap about people.. they want to conquer, control, dominate and manipulate and take every hard earned dime you have and stick in their greedy pockets...relgious are no worse than politicans!

So now, there you are, and it's the pure truth.. who can we rip off next!

Nuclear? Why?

So, per Rachel, Bush is meeting up with the guys in Dubai (United Arab Emirates) to speak of "nuclear" power? Why? That area is extremely rich with oil and the money it brings.. so why are they building nuclear plants, for power (?). Aren't they burning oil to generate power? A concern, they are friends with Iran another nuclear power. Another concern - Bush. He is over there speaking to them? What not dodging shoes in Iraq? Why? This lame duck is like a headed duck run amok...creating havoc during his last days in office. Down right scary!

And about that Iraq reporter going off on Bush over how he allowed the killing of civilians ...well, that just went right over his head.

We don't care.. if we want we take.. just ask Cameron, Friedman and the Chicago Boys!

Well at least Bush can duck a shoe.. what an

idiot! Bush is a real idiot! He has no sense of what really went on in Iraq.. or of all the civilians who met their death.... oh you can't tell me he didn't know he just didn't even care! Bush, I mean,
rather, Cheney got Blackwater Security over there (for profit and waste of tax payers money) all for oil! All for conquer and dominant as we are so infamous for! It's a shame! You know that shoe attack insistence didn't even faze him. He thought it was funny! The guy's a sociopath! He's always been rich and daddy has bailed him out of everything he ever got into because he failed at everything.. from National Guard, from his own oil company that went belly up.. to this presidency.. you know it was daddy Bush running the show.. why he had all of his old cronies.. running the show.

Bye bye.. say Good-bye!

lay offs "The Big Squeeze" a book to read..

I'm listening to NPR and in tears over the sad lay off stories that I am hearing..the last caller is also losing Medicare along with her employment. The announcer was surprised at this ..but then again, I think hey it's the Bush rip off years.

Is it really a market correction or a sell out of the country's economy perhaps to China? Are we that much in hock? You know it's awfully crowded in China and I'm sure they could use lots more room.

In these bleak times my stained, soiled yet structurally sound arm back chair looks fine..even in the sunshine. I feel the heavy hearts of those listeners. Just who did this to us?

Was it the housing bubble they knew in 2005 was bound to burst one day? So the banks grew crookedly desperate and forked out faulty loans to pressure persuaded American dream hopefuls. And yes we were all in denial and mistakenly living in the moment.

Was it greedy CEO tactics...are they laughing all the way to Swiss banks.. certainly not our banks here in this country. And was Bush and company in on the biggest scam yet to happen to us? And he gets away Scott free? And now they are setting up Jeb in the Florida Senate to rip us off again...perhaps in 2012? Can't the crooks just go away..when is enough enough? When they conquer the whole Western Hemisphere and then more..perhaps the Middle East too. So what do they really have in mind for this country? I know the Camerons and Milton Friedmans' Chicago Boys have a plan to coup and over take something else. Or have they goofed up badly... and China is in the lead now? I watched Boston Legal the other evening and Candance Bergen had a lead and argued in court against the Chinese buying out her firm that when the communist buy our law firms..they can see that our laws get changed..so where it it all end? She asked..are we that much in hock? She quoted Hillary in saying..you can't pick a fight with your bank...and at this point in time China is our bank.

Can you believe instead of going green and natural creating jobs here by creating power with wind, solar and water we go into hock with China to buy oil and support a middle eastern country so the Bush Dynasty consisting of old already rich bucks could get even richer. Lobbyist are in control, you know, and run the show.. they are our governing crew.. Bush took orders from them. Well, actually, Bush didn't have a clue..it was the Cheney Show or more likely The Daddy Bush Show!

I hope everyone survives this mess we are in. It's time to cut back...wear old, rent movies, and drive used..

And may the rich get big and fat.. funny isn't it? No matter how rich anyone is, if they want to be healthy they too must exercise and eat healthy foods in limited amounts. And may the chemical company CEO's eat their own processed so call foods!

Good lot to the tax payer....we sure saw a lousy return on our tax money in the way of social benefits haven't we... what a lousy, corporate designed war over oil and dominance to get a petroleum foot hold in the Middle East at our expense? Most of our money went and will go for many years into greedy CEO pockets.. nice job! One has to admit that the Republicans wasted no time in their eight years!

Relationships

and how we struggle to fit their needs. Well she and I really don't have any problems, ourselves. Well, we didn't at first but then I pulled back because of rather negative comments she made about her family and perhaps..friends. Well, I guess minor and rather like most families. Just them being straight is a stumbling block right there.. straights are so righteous.. (the church would love to hear me say that.. it's what "they" preach after all) But, it's been so comfortable the last four years after I ditched the straight world..that I almost hate to return to it's righteous blind eye towards homosexuality.

This morning I was thinking of a straight friend I had back when I was in my mid 30's. I had a crush on her.. so listened intently, for whatever reason now I'm not sure, about her boyfriends payments to his daughter and how she was going back to court time and time again so she wouldn't have to pay it. I swear I listened to her irritating voice for hours on end with a stupid (now that I think of it) sympathetic ear. What a fool I was putting others emotions, time, and feeling and stuff in their lives before mine. I've done this all my life taking the backseat..keeping my mouth shut..for they weren't really interested in what was going on with me anyway. And where did it get me? No where. Yet when it came to me.. expressing my thoughts, even in my own bad mis-pronunciation I was reprimanded, corrected and cut off left embarrassed and deflated I merely gave up...it was't worth it. Some stings last a long time.

And what about this relationship... if I give, there will only be more emotional demands and trauma which usually cuts into my sexual response and never theirs.. seems nothing ever effects the women in my life's (or men of the past, for that matter) sexual orgasms, but mine it does. I hate my mother! The woman set me up for emotional and relationship failure. I lived in an isolated emotionally, intellectually negative environment. She could never be pleased. Nothing was right! They say for some dumb reason..we look for relationships like familiar relationships no matter how bad the past familiar relationship was.. so there you are.. my life in a nutshell.

I listened to Oprah's friend Gale's XM radio program on the way to take my ex's car to get her oil changed and heard the male guess speaker say that he had to relearn emotions and get in touch with his emotions and learn to express them in order to maintain his second marriage. He said we unconsciously try to get from our life partners what we never could get from our parents or care takers of our childhoods. Yeah and pronounce words wrong...a total disaster because whatever you are trying to say..is ignored for the outspoken correction of your mispronunciation. An embarrassment and deflation of an already fragile self-esteem...but what they have to say is more important than whatever you ever had to say. And it happens with every relationship. What are you going to do for them or it's a deal breaker.. just like my mother! And they want to know up front or they cut you off..in more ways than one. Why are they so perfect and I am not? Is what I want to know. I began this relationship with confidence.. it's fading already.. because I see now where I have to .. bend.

So have I solved anything here with journaling my feelings and concerns.. it is said that the answer always lives within we just have to dig down and pull it out. If I go along.. is it the end of my enjoyable sex life.. because I have given too much of myself? It's happened in the past.

But, more recently before this relationship... I was seeing a very busy married woman..she was running everyone's life so it seemed. She was her kids bank or maybe he was. I have my own opinions about that.. having to fend for myself my whole life..no hand outs for me. I learned that up front at a very tender age. My family was a bunch of takers not givers.

So and loving my former long term ex dearly.. there was pain there too... a diminishing of my self until I took it back again. So, yes, I am hesitant and aren't we all. Hey, we're not kids anymore..this stuff isn't new.. and we've learned along the way, sometimes much to our detriment rather than emotional gain. So I ask the universe to help me out here. I ask my special spiritual guides Emma, Ezekiel, Edy and Georgette, my couples counselors, to help me out. I ask them now to lead me down the correct path to love and soul enrichment. Oh why do all loves comes with...stuff.

Sometimes, don't you wonder why we must deal with all the "family" stuff. Family certainly gives an assumed feeling of "ownership" and "permanence" that is assumed and taken for granted.. like we're never going to get tired of it and abandon ship.. like anything can be said and done and we'll stick around. What a joke! What's the saying.. the manipulative and controlling saying, "blood is thicker than water"..don't think so!

But, I think I can put myself in neutral and pretend.. it's casual and not life threatening. And the sun's out and I'll go for a mind, soul searching, run..the sun is warm and nourishing and it's god's spotlight on me.

Twenty minutes have elapses since I posted this entry.. and upon reading my email..Yes! Life is truly magical. Thanks so much Edy and Georgette.. and Emma and Ezekiel, of course. Well, she had sent me email wanting to come over Thursday evening and spend the night and the day with me on Friday.. which wonderfully opened the door for me to ask to go with her Friday evening if she still had plans with her friends... if I'm invited, of course, I said.. So, thanks universe.

Thank you universe.. for my immediate mgaical answer and you'll super laser flash fast response.. it truly is a wondrous, glorious, magical, sun-shiny day! I will do the run now for good measure.. I love you guys! I say that with tear filled eyes..

"How do You Get Tough with Your Banker?"

asked Hillary, according to Shirley on Boston Legal! "Made in China" with a weak dollar as it is, China is investing here like gang busters (I'm not quoting - can you tell?). First of all we ship all manufacturing overseas, now all things are made in China. Remember during the Vietnam years.. all things were made in Japan.. you know why? Because the empty supply ships coming back from Vietnam.. stopped by Japan and filled up and then sold "made in Japan" in the States. Now, we never see "Made in Japan", all we see is "Made in China". Well we owe them tons of money.. like Hillary said "

It's only a matter of time that we all will be working for China! Are we that much into hock? Funny how no one speaks of the trillions of dollars of national debt any more? Don't you think? Or "the war"?

It's all about the economy these days... is that an adversion too? Just what is this government up to. Are we being sold down the river...so not only Joe the Plumber is in debt and out of work everyone is..vulnerable. Have the oil men gone too far for a greedy buck, for the old oil bucks? Just when is enough enough?

Guess I read too much about matters of Shock and Awe? I've read "Shock Doctrine" by Naomi Klein it will awe you..

Seems to me the powers that be are up to something.. oh they knew this was coming.. you know timing is everything! Is it all a plan? Or do they fly by the seat of their pants? Reactive instead of proactive? Surely they are proactive.. the stakes are too huge. But the Chinese do have us over a barrel.. an oil barrel and we did it to ourselves..all because we are subborn and greedy and can't give up being a big shot!

We must admit the Bush dynasty spent there time well these past eight years didn't they.. Oil went form 25.00 per barrel to 148.00 and back down.. time enough for "them" to make a mint! The big three is begging..of course they want a piece of the pie too! The government owns the banks now...and China is at our door step. Like Hillary said.."How can you get tough with your banker?"

Gee was it wise to borrow from China to buy oil from another country. Does it make sense to aid the riches of the middle east, and the far east while we go broke? Does it make sense to ship jobs overseas. Are we shipping all the money out of this country? Why? Makes you wonder doesn't it? You know the lobbyist run the show..are the banks and auto really broke or just taking advantage while they can..why pay to re-tool when you can get someone else too! Maybe they are kicking and screaming into alternative powers sources.

All GM had to do was bring back the EV1.. or they could have kept it here.. they crushed the last one in 2003.. did you know that? In it's place they introduced us to the up-your-nose Hummer (you'll drive what we tell you to drive!) See the DVD "Who Killed the Electric Car?" You'll love it! It's classic! And very well done!

You know it's a wonder the oil men didn't buy up all the electrical power plants and force us to use oil and gas lamps only.. like the oil, auto and tire companies bought up all the street car tracks across the country in every city then ripped them out and build super highways in their place. They sure weren't thinking clean air then were they?

And now of course we are in a sorry state as million of more jobs have been lost just within the last month.. and more lay offs are coming. Just what were "they" thinking? Is anyone is control? That's a joke! Well, when deregulate and then allow all the lobbyist to get what they want.. there should be mass confusion and toe stepping and now we have the results. And you know if you give people free rein, the rules (what rules? They were erased with deregulations) will be bended and broken, you know, to make that fast buck!

It is a case of over take.. Ewen Cameron and Milton Friedman and the Chicago Boys in action. Read "Shock Doctrine" by Naomi Klein and read "Overthrow" America's Century of Regime Change from Hawaii to Iraq by Stephen Kinzer author of "All the Shah's Men". Great reads!

Sometimes I just try to understand the logic of it all, if there is any logic, I wonder? I'm thinking with such great stakes at hand certainly there is..but we can't for get the "greed" factor....and greed is a very dangerous element..in this economy.. or lack of economy.

Now you know why we need a decent president! An over sight is due! Well the big three is getting an over sight panel along with their loan. You can't just let these greedy idiots run amok; that's what got them into greedy trouble in the first place.. and just how many millions do you need? Just greed should be confined.. I mean locked up..and left with nothing.. made to give it all up to poor people who have just lost their jobs.