Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Another Chance

I was deceiving she said and maybe "this won't work"! But, I was given another chance and I am so grateful! I should have told her I dated her ex-girlfriend. I just didn't want to talk about it! But she found out. I hurt her. She said she felt deceived.

My spirit guides were helping me, I'm sure.

I only wanted someone to love. Someone available. Someone I could spend the night with - if we wanted to.

And we did. She gave me a second chance. It was wonderful.

I am most grateful! Very loving! Very spiritual!

Now for the ex: I think we will both love her for ever but none ever really got to be with her fully. She occupied too many lives styles and types.

We wanted more. Way back when I think I thought maybe that the ex's should get together. Well, we finally did. The universe worked for us.

She's very loving. She smiles when she makes me happy. She may say she's a loner - but she's no loner. She has a good heart. I'm in love with her.

I just saw her this morning and miss her already. She said she thought of little else - but our getting together the other night. Then she may my deceitful discovery before I had a chance to tell her. I just didn't want to hurt her and I didn't want to dig up the past. The all too recent past. We both well love her for a very long time. I feel bad I can't be there for her. But, I can't!

The time now is for me and her - the ex's

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