I miss 05SL!

Wow! I think I messed up badly!

I was just registering for the biathlon we did last year together. We were already about broken up then. I messed up so badly. I pushed her away.

I thought she could do better than me. I just told her so. I'm such an ass! Well, I hope I'm happy (I'm not) damn I miss the sex! What kind of fool am I? She got right with that gal she was emailing before I came along and she is still with her.

And then I replied to a friend's email about riding the hill this holiday weekend and that brought back memories of her. She didn't ride that day, but she had me over for dinner. I miss her badly. I miss what we had. I'm such a fool!

I'm such an idiot! I wouldn't know love if it bit me on the ass!