Love?

I have known a lot of people through the years and how they love. Funny, on the outside anyway, it didn't seem like heart felt love but more like a possessive type love. You know, like what can you do for me today, type of love. Then there is codependency and a sense of ownership.

Of course, I've loved a lot of people and many who didn't even know that I did. I turn into a puppet.

I think I'm the one who doesn't really know how to love? Or what love really is.

Well, anyway, I really don't want to think about it anymore.