A Nurturing Kind of Love

She's gives a nurturing kind of love...a love that I think I have never had before. She holds me and kisses the top of my head. It makes my heart ache with love.

I know she loves if she kisses my head out of affection. I never had that before. It's wonderful!

We exchange email. She tells me the more she gets to know me, the more she loves me. I know she loves me...she kisses the top of my head.

She makes love to my like I'm a rare and precious jewel. It's heavenly!

I cried when I read her email..she touches my heart. Yet we can only see each other rarely. It can never be anything more even if we would want it to be. It's a first time nurturing love.

She's happy with what we have and at times it's hard to know that. Even if I never want anything more..but what if I do. Right now I don't want full time. It still makes my heart ache. I want her to hold me.

It will be interesting to see where the universe takes this. Us! Whatever we have!

Is it possible to have it all in one package? laughter, shared fun times, sleeping together on a regular basis, enjoying the same friends and fun things to do, wonderful love making, love, kisses on the head..all in the same person?.

Is that possible? Yet, I'm still grateful for what I do have...it's wonderful! And for me? Who knows it could be perfect...