Pretzel

Personally, I think Nicole Rickie lost a little too much weight! She's on Larry King show looking strange like all teeth and huge eyes with dark circles under them. She looks older than her twenty-four years. She looks at she is affected with anorexia nervosa. Bad! She was so cute when she was a little heavier. She has been addicted to every drug there is since she was 13. She looked so cute on "The Simple Life." She has a novel out now; it's fictional but the character's seem a lot like she and Paris.

Speaking of novels, I need to get reading the many books I have from the library, they are due back Friday; maybe I'll renew them for the second time.

I just got back from my yoga class; I never knew I could twist into a pretzel; but, I am so grateful that I can! At one point the instructor came and placed her hands on my hips and pushed. We were in the "child's position" (it's squatting on the floor sitting on your heels with your head between your arms that are stretched out). She asked if I had knee problems. "No" Can you believe it? I'm blessed all to hell!

By the way, I liked her hands on me. I know I said that about last week's class too. Odd, how we need human contact? At one point throughout the class we were lying on the floor on our backs with our arms out-stretched facing the right. The attractive woman next to me, lied there with her hair flowing out around her head; it reminded me of someone and I had a somber moment of days gone by.

Speaking of knees, well, I was a paragraph back. I just took my Glucosamine Chrondroitin, MSM, L-Lysine and gelation. Usually when I'm at GNC or Sam's I buy whatever product is good for bones and connective tissue. Don't ask my why I threw this in here now; I think because I am truly grateful for my many blessings and I want to take care of myself; of this special gift that I have. My sense of self and the ablility to push myself and attempt things many people would just say "I can't" to before they even try. So much is mental! You have to believe it before you can do it.

I'm telling you, you would not recognize Nicole Richy! Can you tell that the show is still on? It's amazing! Sorry, can't help it! She's an addictive person, I bet she does have "that thin disease".

My yogo class is meeting the evening before Thanksgiving too, I'm glad. On Thanksgiving, I have the Kirkwood Turkey 3miles run at 8:00AM; I'll hang around collect my medal and have lunch with my friends.

I think I'll run the half-marathon this spring: Clayton and the Spirit.


I have love, good health, I'm amazingly pain free. And, thank you god, injury free. I know that I am blessed and appreciate everything that I have. I know that I am fortunate to have the wisdom to know to exercise and take supplements and think positive thoughts. I feel blessed that I prefer to see the good in people. I lovemeeting people and finding out what makes them tick. They are all miracles of god; some touch my heart more than others. Some I meet, I never forget and take them with me throughout the day with my thoughts. I pray for them and wish them well!

Meeting people and seeing where they live is one of my most favorite things to do; I think because one goes with the other and together make a hold person. I'm amazed and sometimes envious of the education, knowledge and accomplishments of some. I believe we all have a purpose; I just don't know what mine is yet.

In my spirituality class we are using a book: "The Life You Were Born To Live" by Dan Millman. In it there is a Life Purpose System associated with the numbers of your birthday. Adding the numbers together I get 36 and then you add 3 plus 6 together to get 9. So, I'm a 9 and it means Integrity and Wisdom: In the positive I live in alignment with higher principles and lead by example. And the following is true too: In the negative, I would tend to lose sight of the higher purpse; feel lonely and cutoff; locked in the mind; out of touch with heart and intuitive guidance.

This sytem also looks at the individual numbers that make up the 9; the 6 and the 3. According to the guide: The high vision of 6 energy, the inherent dept and charisma of 9 energy, and the intuitive sensitivity of 3 energy give 36/9s an exceptional ability to understand hidden or inner wisdom. But most of all 36/9s are here to accept themselves and others, and to share their wisom; but, most of all they are here to align themselves with the spiritual laws revealed through the heart's intuition.(p 306)

Now this too discribes me: Many 9s live a life that looks enviable from the outside; but, inside there is longing for something that they cannot name. When 9s find their own center and become more secure they live with integrity and also allow others the space to live their own lives and follow their own truths. Life tends to become effortless, powerful, and meaningful and lead by inspiring example.

Well, I think I have gone on and one enough for one night! The End!