Sunday, September 14, 2008

Sax

I have this saxophone thing down pat. I love to play it! Over! Over! and Over! To learn songs by heart..to play in the park, on the beach in the street. And why not!
One has only to live boldly and lead with a song in my heart!

Tomorrow is another day! Do I assume she is upset or call her and really find out? Maybe I'll call later this evening. Why can't some people just be nice and considerate? Just what the hell am I looking for? Just what do I expect? Why am I cold at times.

Tomorrow in the early morning air and rising sun I'll run my troubles away. Then paint and draw be inspired. I've missed two weeks now at the guild. I want to excel in all I do! But, I need the help of the universe! Enhance my talents, please!

I hope they keep me in mind and in their plans. I want to be good, loved and talented. I need my special someone! May she be thinking of me too!

I'll play my sax again tomorrow - it's loud and the neighbors are home now. It's time to rest and dream and be the best that I can be - in everything!

I'm a little sad lately and not sure why. I cline to the love of the past. She is my family. My soul, my confident. I can depend on her support in all I do. I can depend on her honest answer. I pray I always have her in my life. She's solid - she's there. I need her.

I need her for when I mess up my life. She said she'll catch me when I fall. I'm counting on it!

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