Another great day!

I'm not being sarcastic! It was a great day! I was so ready to run, workout and swim today. I missed yesterday because I thought I was getting a cold; but, I think it's better now.

Anyway, the run (five miles to and five miles from), work-out (about 20 minutes) and swim (for an hour equaling 38 laps) went very well. Except, I had to share a swimming lane; that was a little awkward but the guy was nice and I used to keeping on my side. Staying in half a lane is hard; but, it was for too long before a lane came vacant and I got it to myself.

Well, my dog Emma, finally woke up and now I'll have to take her outside. Oh, forget it; she laid back down again. Oh, I know what she did..she went into my bedroom which is usually barricaded and off limits. So, she is taking full advantage of me being busy on the the computer. She's like a five year old child more than a 15 year old Rottweiler.

I had a great day. After my work-out my special friend came by to see me. This has been going on for three months and now when she leaves I miss her immediately. She is very easy to be with. I love being so close to her. She tells me she treasures our moments together. She wonders where I have been all her life. At the start of "us" she said I was a gift from heaven.

Now, don't you think I'm a nice person? I feel needed and I feel a sense of power somehow. We take what we have and treasure it. It's appreciated. What we have is very special!

She suggested a B&B in Arizona and I hope we plan a trip in the Spring. I have always wanted to go to Arizona. It would be very cool. But, then how can we come back and go our separate ways again after spending every minute together?

In a way, I'm a mess. I don't want to mix her in with my other friends. I'm not ready for that. And maybe we are not even compatible that way. Maybe what we have is just what we have? After all we have the important part of any relationship; we have good intimacy.

Recently, someone who knows asked. "Could she mess it up for you to take the time to meet someone you want to date?" She made a great point!

You see my special friend is married and said right-off-the-bat that she would never leave him. So, I'm making it sound to my friends like she and I are past tense. Not that anyone would ask me out; but you never know. Actually, right now, the choices are fairly slim. Why would anyone younger date "up" in age? And, what's worse most women my age are unhappy, inactive and overweight. And just plain unappealing to me. They look older too somehow.

My special friend makes me feel needed, younger, and loved. I love when she holds me and kisses my head.

Okay, now I do have to walk the dog.....