I should go to bed but I'm too hyped up. What a magical moment..her and I; just us running this evening in the park in the dark and she sharing things that are near to her. These are precious times I will treasure forever. She makes my heart warm with love for her just for being herself.
She knows I love her. This evening I thought of my own afternoon love when her love was holding her close to her breast. My love holds me too like that and kisses my head..I love that. One day the phone rang two different times and she said. "Your friends must really be worried about you." and I replied and knew it was salespeople trying to sell me something..and it was.
What we have we know is wrong and most likely temporary. I think that is what makes our afternoon loving so special..and then we hold each other...for a long time. I wish her only the best. What we have I think is all that she and I can have. She is married and I am a free spirit who is so afraid of having to worry and care for another.
When I was in a relationship I felt I had to reflect off her. I feel that I am more open socially and more accepting. Well, what is not to love about young feminine women. Our friends were emotional problem ed more on the butch side women. I did not fit in. Even now they all have the same body shape and type.
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