Much Better!

I am much better! S.A.M.E. really works. You can get it at Sam's. Oh and while you are there try their Carmel Apple Walnut Crunch. It was a hit at the progressive dinner. My hats off to the Walton's and family.

I wasn't going to go. I didn't go to run in Saturday morning. Well, I did get up late after getting to bed at 2:00 A.M. It was cold and icy; but, some went straight to breakfast. I should have gone to breakfast; but, I guess I got side tracked somehow. I really can't believe that I missed.

Anyway, a couple of hours later one of the group called and asked where I was and said they were planning the evening.

It was cool. It was one of the reasons why I didn't really feel like going..the driving alone from place to place. But, I got to ride with two so it worked out great. I had a good time.

Sometimes when I think things won't work well they do.

I'm better now, really! Have you read past entries? If you have, you see that when I get into a funk; it's a serious funk. Oh, I'm talking death and everything.

But, I'm better now. I don't complain to others (well, I did to my ex a little bit. Even cried - just a little bit; that probably worked wonders).

I hope and wish my ex does better with her weight and health. She said. "You are probably their hero; you're my hero." She was better later on..when we got back from lunch and shopping and a called had called her and they probably went out for the evening. Sometimes I just feel bad and somehow responsible. But, I need to let some of that go!

I try now to only think positive thoughts and to only concentrate on a positive youthful, very youthful future of excellent health, safety, absence of injury and illness future. I thank the universe for my many gifts of health, wealth, wisdom and love. I am most fortunate and I know it.

Have you watched "The Secret"? It concentrates on laws of attraction stating if we think negative thoughts then we attract negative activity. So always think positive. I try too!

I am letting my future up to the universe and I know that soon I will have love - a very precious love..because I think she felt the same way about things and has the same sense of human that I do. She was really quite cool! She thought that I looked familiar or that I knew her. I thought she was cool. I could make love to her I'm thinking; that is, after I get to know her just a little better.

All in all it was a very cool evening with wonderful friends for which I carry wonderfully fond and respectful feelings.

They are such cool people! All of them who belong to this group are such cool people. It's magical!

Yeah, I prayed for the evening to be magical and it was. I connected well. Sometimes it payes to get ready in a hurry and clothes choices changes are limited by the shortness of time. Anyway, some thought I looked good in my close fitting top. Cool! The very effect I was going for!

Well, I love this planing my day thing. So, now there are about three women I would go out with. But, I didn't ask any. I flirted a bit..was I supposed to really try to hit on someone? Well, both may have been taken. I think I had an effect..hopefully.

Anyway, I can no longer keep my eyes open..think I'll go to bed and dream about my afternoon lover. I'm listening to "The Essence" by Deva Premal. Very cool! I think I'll put my Bose on shuttle repeat and go to sleep by it dreaming of "her".

Happy dreams!