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okay It's 11:55 Pm New Year's Eve and I'm drunk...but at home! I"m listening to popular rock/rap station..is there such a thing!

I prayed for a magical day and I had one. I decided to write again..to write my memoirs...and then my two dear friends called me today. I love them dearly! I told them so tonight!

I was at the bar and they called me. I called them back. They wondered where I was. I told them. They were on their way to a brother-in-law's brother's house. Oops! It much be midnight because I heard fireworks!

I love my friends. I love them dearly. I'm a little drunk; yes, but I'm at home listening to 101.1..mostly rap.. Oh I said that.

Anyway they are in Illinois and promised to take care of each other; liked they took care of me. They promised to stay there if necessary. I told them to watch out for Illinois driver.....then we all realized we all three were from Illinois. That's when I told them that I loved them and missed them.

Today earlier in the afternoon when I talked to them on cell; they said they talked about me every day...I told them that I don't mind at all. That they were probably thinking of me because I was thinking of them.

God I love this music...."Oh baby when you talk like that...." I love this stuff! 101.1 FM is playing music commercial interruption free tonight. I am hearing fireworks that is lighting up the cloudy windy skies.

I am higher than a kite and having a blast. I am so high on my friends; especially the two who keep calling me all the time. ... I love them. I want to be with them.. I miss them! They are adorable!

Do I ever love this new music!....too cool! If you are in St. Louis.. listen to 101.1 FM ...too much! Actually the bar; the "N" bar I just came from was playing this stuff....they could have just turned on 101.1 FM and turned it loose....commercial free!

Too cool! I am having a blast by myself at home.....buzzed...listening to this cool stuff, hearing the wind....glad that I'm home.. listening to the fire works....it's 12:09 AM 2007 now.... I had a great time this evening with my friends of a long time....my friend when L and I were together and met them together. She is doing okay I think...you know I worry about everyone.

Anyway Sandra made me feel good...she pointed out a girl and said I should go after her.....later I did ask her to dance...she said she was going after a drink a to ask her later.... I saw her later and merely smiled....she'll be around again...... She was with friends and talking a mile a minute...but I'll see her again.....who knows maybe next Friday... Sandra said she seems more mature.. so I should go after her...... hey, I trust my friends judgement and it's a compliment that she even said that to me.

God, 101.1 FM is too cool....commercial free...continuous music....too cool! If the bar was smart they would just tune in to that station and let it go.....I noticed that this sound as a Stevie Wonder background and is too damn fucking cool!... too cool a stevie wonder...superstitious baby......background.. too cool!

OKay,....think I"ll get myself something to eat....at home.....too superstitous baby......steve wonder background with women singing foreground...totally different words....too cool.

I love this station!

Have a very happy new year......hey universe please keep my friends and the all the people I love healthy, happy, loved, safe....injury free in the new year 2007.... I love them all. Those who think of me..all the time.... I love them....

Hey and thanks for all of my many blessings and favors and magical moments of love in the past years and now for 2007.. thank you.. please keep me injury, illness, accident free....thank you for my youthfulness, my friends, for keeping me healthy, wealthy and wise. I love A & A .. can I see them soon.. I miss them very much! Thank you for their love and L&C's love too. They are all precious and mean the world to me.. hey and universe... please take care of my Emma, the rottweiller's spirit....I know that by now she is probably a happy bouncing puppy by now....chasing and playing with little kittie kats. I miss her. I hope I did good by her..... and know I did.....

Oh, the station is playing another wonderful song.....thank you for my friends. Please keep A&A safe and L&C safe and the rest of them... Please make 1/20 lazer taz a successful and magical moment.. please watch over ironwwoman.. I appreciate her....but I'm not in love with her.... please help her understand....that someone else is in my heart....someone else is waiting for me....to love them..and for them to love me......

Have a wonderful new year......it's time to eat.. it's 12:22 AM...I'm at home... not to worry...I'm safe at home.....

Good night!