Just things....

First of all...my sweet young friend called today to see how I was in the aftermath of Emma's demise. We chatted for a while. I love her. I hope we always stay in touch. Hopefully she'll make it to Saturday morning breakfast. If not maybe they both can come on the 7th to watch the start of the new season for "The Office". They are both trying to save money..so we'll keep our activities low key.

I had a great time earlier today running (ten miles), swimming for forty minutes, and working out for about 20 minutes before running back home.

I'm listening to Deva Premal's "The Essence". It's wonderful background soothing music for yoga, sketching or writing; or just dreaming and becoming sentimental.

Talk about sentimental! I cried at the informational commercial announcements of our local new broadcaster retiring after anchoring the evenings news for 27 years. You would have thought she died. But, ever the classy elegant lady she maintained her com posture while her co-anchor, Mike, practically weep ed openly on her final broadcast showing. I think this city will truly miss her. She was very sweet with her granddaughter. Yes a lady of class! Good luck!

I just thought I would write a few lines before I play my guitar than sketch. I want to dig out a back-up CD that has the file of the lesbian book was I working on. It's a mystery love story.

Okay, let's see what else? My state, Missouri, is hot and heavy about banning cloning..They are the "Right to life" people who like to play god. Yeah, forget about it will you? We all have consciousness...and brains..let us make our own "personal" decisions. It's my heave and it's my hell...let me be responsible for my own moral decisions. You? You take care of your own self and I'll do the same..Pam Fichter of Warson Woods..stuff it! Stop writing those ridiculous newspaper articles.. and go adopt a child or two..that you are wanting people to birth and then give up if they do not have the capacity to care for them. Stop playing GOD!

What amazes me is that people and lawmakers just don't come up with and vote into law certain bills; but, want to permanently make them a part of the state or federal constitution. Why? And of course these bill and potential new laws and amendments are against gay marriage (of course). Hey, if you don't believe in gay marriage then don't marry a member of the same sex. Stop playing GOD!

Same with the cloning..actually, the bill was written up as an stem-cell research bill that I am very much in favor of. But, it appears Pam and others in the state sharing the same views do not care one ounce (not until a member of their family or a love one is affected) about curing illness and spinal cord injuries. The hell with the living in that particular area. And just how many people do you think really want to be clones....yeah, little Hitlers running around all over the place! Such bull! Yes, in order to create many of the cures for illnesses and disease a cloning of cells is performed..it's been happening all along with certain types of skin crafts. Yes, a mouse can grow an ear on it's back. This is the miracle in motion of our human intelligence. This is how we make good use of the use of our intellect; to do less would be an insult to our creative nature. It is what we were born to do progress.

Speaking of progressing! I believe as a society in general we are failing miserably in social progression. We are still prejudice, racist, egoistical, greedy as hell (Example: corporate heads and government leaders..oh..I see they are mostly all old white gray headed males - assholes). Why can we not see the world as a whole? Why can we not see the human race as a whole? Why can be not think of future generations and the people already here who have to breath filthy air and watch the glaciers melt and polar bears die because of global warming? Why can't we (or rather they, I can see the big picture myself) see how we are destroying the earth? Why must big oil, government and big auto want to burn up all the oil that is in the ground...it's dirty..leave it there. Instead, go to wind electricity..it's free! But, if it's free then the big three, government and oil who have all been in skull and bones cahoots since old man Bush first got into business and even politicians before him. It's all for the almighty buck! The hell with the human population in general. Oh whats a few thousand dead and even more than that amputee soldiers. Hey, Wall Street and stock holder shares need big profits so big CEO's can make millions and have houses all over the country and the world. Just how much money do they need before they start pumping money back into society to the poor? Greedy sons-of-bitches.

Why are people so greedy and stupid? A man sitting next to an ape; both are smoking cigarettes in a designated smoking area (now at the zoo there are only three). The ape turns to the human and says. "I'm a dumb ape - what's your excuse?" (taken from the Post-Dispatch).

Why can't we all make efforts to get along and do what is best for our health and our environment? Are we that stupid, stubborn, and weak?

And stop buying and drinking those stupid looking humongous super-sized SUV's and truck. Just how stupid do you want to look? It must take you at least eighty bucks to fill up the tank twice a week. And average size (normal size) automobiles must have surround the cabin airbags to protect us from your dumb asses because you drink these monster trucks like your god and come charging down the highway in killing machines. "Oh, I feel really powerful in my big truck". I say fuck you and your ass stupid narrow minded truck. Men don't have the brains to be driving something that powerful. They are drinking killing tanks. If you want to kill someone go to Iraq and when you get there ask any politician you may find (and you won't) if their son or daughter is there serving. Are you kidding? Do you think they are stupid?

Serving your country! You mean serving the oil industry, Haliburton and Cheney and cronies (much like clonies...all there for the money...you'll never see).

Okay, I'm done ranting for one day....