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Tomorrow afternoon M is coming over. I can't wait to see her! It's been two weeks. I can't wait to hold her body close to mine. Just the thought...

She keeps me sane in this insane world. I am looking to date. I would love a relationship. She's...well..married with grown kids and a grand baby. He knows. This I don't quit understand. He's her best friend. I have a feeling someone is hurting more than the other.

She and I got together because we had a conversation about ex partners and relationship. I could tell she too was wanting and hurting. I mean hurting!

So, I called her the next day and the rest is history. She says she will never leave him. I don't want her to. I want us to have what we have.

But, I do miss a relationship. I want a loving relationship. I want someone who wants me. Someone who is hot! Actually, I met a gal last weekend who was; but, you know how that goes. I'm probably not her type and I think she still cares about my friend whom she was dating. So, there goes that idea.

Last night at the party there were no dating prospects at all.

I'm just a little older then the cool ones. So I guess I'm out of luck!

I wish people would not look at my chronological age but my active, fun loving personality. I do have a hot body. I was told so last weekend by a 35 year old.

Well, I think I'm getting tired now. I should be tired and I should be aching all over but I'm not. Yoga is a wonderful thing to do after a straining work-out day.

In the precious entry I stated what I did today. Oh, allow me to brag about myself just a bit more. I ran five miles to the gym; swam for forty minutes, worked out on the weight machines for about thirty minutes. Then I rode a road bike like stationary bicycle for only about ten minutes, but I had the tension very high. Then I ran the five miles back home.

I'm not finished yet; in the evening I went to yoga.

I feel great!

Well, here's to me and loving and dreams coming true.