Saturday, December 23, 2006

"Good Times"

I'm letting it all up to the universe and my friends. You see, I have asked them to find me someone ...

So, I have faith in the system. Just trust the system. And I should allow others to help me so my spirit guides says. So, we'll see!

I have had lots of fun in the last couple of days and much to drink.

My friend invited me to go dancing this evening at a ballroom equipped with a great smooth gliding floor and live band. I want to go. But, earlier I sword to myself that I would run, swim and work-out tomorrow. I haven't been able to the last couple of days due to drinking too much. But, I get caught up in the moment. I could do yoga right now on the living room carpet since I have cleaned it, but I can't get in the groove. I could sketch with my new sketching set. I tried to sing and play guitar but..I guess I'm too tired to make it work.

I should really pass on this evening. Evidently, I'm too tired or trying to come down with something. I had great energy last evening and had tinted my hair and just got finished playing and singing when I was invited out to hoot and holler with the girls at N's

So, I'm not sure what I want to do about tonight. Think I'll take Emma for a walk and visit L and sit and chit chat and decide; then call W and let her know my decision. I shouldn't let her wonder. This morning I vowed to stay home this evening and rest. Dancing means drinking..it just normally goes together. But, then again I'll wear it off as I dance. If I have to think about it then I guess I must be a little too tired.

This morning I as speaking with my friend about spirituality and the power of intention. She uses it all the time and that is how she gets the best parking places near the entrance of the stores. I have in training for this myself. To stay in the moment and leave the past behind and the future up to the universe. The universe will provide; but, only if I believe that it will.

I wonder if I am getting sick? It's 72 degrees in here and I have a long sleeve t-shirt on and sweat shirt on over that and I'm still cold.

Well, better take Emma for a walk and tell L that Emma is not eating. She is on antibiotics, DES to control wetting and Rymadyle for pain. I just give her the Rymadyle as needed.

Okay off we go....

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