Sunday, October 07, 2007

Marijuana, politics, religion and hate

Just what in the world is wrong with making marijuana legal? It certainly isn't and more addictive than cigarettes. We sure have some idiot politics and politicians in this country!

I see jobs and money to be made for the tobacco companies. Let them process marijuana! Of course without additives! In my opinion marijuana cigarettes would be no worse than "regular" cigarettes.

Okay, not going for that? How about allowing people to buy a certain amount each month for pain. Prescription not necessary. Make marijuana affordable. Just limit the purchase amount per person.

Mitt Romney wouldn't answer a young man's question about legalizing marijuana for medicinal purposes. And then Romney says. "I'm not in favor of legalizing marijuana."
"Not even for medicinal purposes?" The young man speaking from his wheel chair painfully asked.

Romney continues on moving on the reception line, shaking hands. ...doesn't want to be bothered by the way man's questions still heard in the back ground. The next guy says..aren't you going to answer his question? He fought for this country? Romney continues on. "I'm not in favor of legalizing marijuana".

I guess the pharmaceutical companies would frown and any natural pain relief other then man made drugs - for profit. High profit!

I think we have the weirdest religion inspired ( for votes) government. We have a government geared by the religious and the industrious. Politicians, business people and religious are in favor of war where murder is legal....oh excuse me self-defense. Not in this case. They didn't attack us. But again they are against abortion which is the most personal decision any woman as to make and should be up to her and her alone. I say mind your own business on this one.

And homosexuals. Oh, stone them to death.....because the bible says it's so. Please! Let's face it..testosterone makes for potential hateful actions. If they don't understand you....they'll kill you...that is how full of ignorance and hate males are (can't say I see women engaging in this type of behavior - unless brainwashed by males). Oh, and they call themselves religious and god like.....don't make me puke!

Saturday, October 06, 2007

I've had enough of patriarchial, authoritarian rule

havn't you?

Aren't you sick of war and domineering men telling you what to do?

Oh, I understand that there has to be organizational legal social laws and standards to follow..that makes sense.

But wars and religious bullyings? I believe as a society we have progressed but our leadership is stuck in the 1600's conducting homosexual witch hunts and fighting over oil. There is oil in Burma ( or whatever they are calling it now) being pumped by Chevron so you know we'll be there next. Do we create these civil uprisings ourselves so we can send troops and hundreds of thousand of retired general CEO's to run their corporations there on tax payers money?

In 1967 there were no corporate lobbyist present in Washington D.C. just a handful wanting government contracted jobs, now there are at least 33,000 lobbyist present in Washinton D. C. And I guess they are actually the ones running the country and filling their pockets while ripping off the American tax payer. It's like the 80's when corporate takeovers became popular. Big shots would buy up companies and then dissolve the operations and people would lose their jobs. Stockholder takeovers I believe it was called.

In my opinion, lobbyist are ruining our country because each are out for themselves and so are not organized for the good of the country. Oh come on, they could care less about the country and the taxpayer who is out of a job through out sourcing. My question, if corporationsn lose their tax base (the American tax payer) where do they go then. or haven't they looked that far ahead. Because if you drain the tax base - you have ruined this country. If you take jobs away people can't pay or pay lower taxes so what will the war mongers profiteers do then? Who will pay Blackwater and other created companies headed by former generals? See the DVD "Iraq for Sale: War for Profiteering" it will open your eyes to the greed that runs rampant in the war world. Don't tell me they are not profiting from 9 11. Makes you wonder doesn't it.

Trust me, the talk of switching from oil to anything else for fuel will continue on until every last drop of crude is pumped by a major American oil company.

The dollar is weak cauing importers to lose money and American visiting and living overseas using American money to say "Ouch!". Housing is in a slump, but gas and groceries and the cost of eating out is rising. "You gotta eat" says one popular fast food commercial and isn't that the truth. I've put myself on a diet.

So, personally, I'm a little sick of men running the show. I can't see where they are making any progress in evolving our social standards and economy. It's 2008 and we are still using the polluting gas engine. It's all about the very few getting very rich and avoiding paying taxes so the poor shmucks of the world end up carrying the burden.

I'm sick of patriarchial authorian rule. I'm sick of some old man telling me how to act and what to do and who to love! In the middle east homosexual are stoned to death! Just how stupid and barbaric is that?

"God" did not hand down the bible or the koran.....mere self-serving, perverts, domineering, males - human at that - wrote them. It's all fabricated nonsense! Making women cover up and be servants......is evidence enough for men. "God" truly would have created man and woman equal. Personally, I believe all men are gay at some level and misogynists. Why?

Why are the afraid of women? Why must men rule, preach, teach and dominate and kill. Have you ever noticed how loud they are. They must be heard. They must stand out? Maybe scientist should develope a testeserone neutralizer or softener. Wouldn't it be justice if emissions from fuel caused men to become efeminantly gay? Justice for all!

Mitt Romey wants to reverse Roe vs Wade

Mitt Romey wants to reverse Roe vs Wade
Women are losing their rights in this country. So, killing during Bush's war for profit is okay?Mitt Romey wants to set the moral standards in this country! So, is he saying we are too stupid to think and decide for ourselves?I'm insulted! I have my own set of morals. I am an adult. I don't need SOME MAN telling me what to do!Just where do these MEN who declare themselves all "gods" get the right to set the moral standard for another human being?Most of these men are mere hyprocrites anyway. They preach one thing and are the worse offenders.Hey and don't put your hands between your legs! That was a popular one in religion class when I was in the first grade! "Don't put your hands between your legs". Are these people fucking nuts are what?According to the church, anything pleasurable is wrong. They make it wrong so they can shame and control you and take your money and run the planet. The chruch would be out of business if there were no sinners...so guess what..everybody is a sinner. So, they need to fix you - you stupid ass who can't think for yourself. Be a damn puppet and get yourself brainwashed and your kids. YOU ARE BEING MADE A FOOL OF.....you are just too blind to see!!

Friday, October 05, 2007

For the Bible Tells me So...


I suggest you go to www.forthebibletellsmeso.org and watch the trailer and listen carefully, especially near the end.

Yes, another Fundamentalist Christian ploy of discrimination of minorities espoused through the bible. People! The bible is man written. Made up to fit the desires and needs of fundamentalist Christians for their own controlling, dominating and "monetary" gain.

Yes, if you are broken come to them to be fixed. Of course, first of all, they set the rules and tell you what makes you broken. Anything involving emotions they know will pull you in to their greedy grip of human destruction. This group of old white men are not gods as they claim themselves to be. They are nothing more than greedy, controlling, manipulating mortals who want to be powerful and control people.

Beware the man who preaches against an act, for him is probably the most guiltiest of that act. Ted Haggard is a grand example. It is men like he who are hypocrites who make homosexuality dirty. They themselves declare themselves that it's dirty. How sick are these people anyway?

There is nothing wrong with loving someone of the same sex. It's love for god's sake ..not hate. Fundamentalist Christians create "HATE" amongst human beings...not love. They want you to hate one another. This is a sick bunch of people.

Personally, I don't care what their beliefs are...just keep them to yourself. And of course the government mandates laws and cut taxes for the church for VOTES. It's nothing more than a large scale scam that threatens my well being and my path to love. How dare they! I'm insulted! Trust me, I would rather be homosexual than an evil fundamentalist christian! You are evil and create and permeate hate.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

I Run...

I ran... I ran 13.1 miles Tues in a little over two hours...nothing fancy...and then ran about 3.5 in the evening with the running group

And yesterday I rode 98 miles in 7 hours and 45 minutes.

I feel great! Thanks to Glucosamine Chondroitin and yoga poses first thing in the morning before I do anything else.

Today was a day of rest. I introduced my friend to a woman who channels a spirit. He was right on. I listened to the tape and was amazed! I think she is in a better mental place now and a little more at ease regarding her career.

Me? I am just as confused as ever regarding my relationship. I try not to think about it. I feel a whisper blowing in the breeze of change. Yes, something big is about to happen. I feel another mission approaching involving another "special" relationship.

Three years ago after retiring my life took a major change. Sometimes it's not real good to have a lot of free time in which to think about how your life is going. But, I think and subsequently fell in love. Some people get sick when change is necessary, I fell in love.

It's hard being without a supportive partner. In all honesty now that my mission I was directed on has been completed. I feel a little lost. I'm okay. But, just feel a little empty at times. The relationship I'm in is dead ended....limited. We needed sex.

But my mission for the past two years (or maybe more) was to get her to see the woman I see who channels a wonderful spirit. There she spoke to a loving decreased friend and help reunite her with her partner, there, in the after life.

I believe that her deceased friend placed me on this mission to get my friend there. I told my ex I felt the reason for our split was "bigger than the both of us". I believe my ex had her own mission too which she is living.

You see my friend created a riff between the two long time love partners when she had an affair with one of them. I guess I'm envious in a way. I never got to make love to some many women. It's not fair. All I ever wanted to do was make love to a woman (NOT A MAN). But I was stuck with church and consequently st rick social norms no matter how ignorant and made up to drum up business for the church.

So, yes, I'm slightly bitter. I want that perfect relationship. I want my heart to race when I see her and make love to her. I want to think she is an ultra feminist god. I want her to love me and feel the same way. My heart is empty and I feel that I am missing something.

I wanted the sex. I have it. Pretty much all that I want. but the relationship doesn't stir my soul. I go through the motions. I want to put our relationship back to where it was....weekly afternoon just for us too. I have incorporated her socially...not a good idea.

I need a new mission! I need a new direction. I'm not happy! I want a woman who is loving, secure and feminine. Someone too into fitness and health and sex. The selection narrows....

So, this too will past. I just feel like I need a mission. For the last two year; probably three I've been on one. And after the two ladies got together..it's ended. I was the one would told my friend that her decease friend/lover watches out over her. I was the one who suggested my friend speak to the spirit. Her decease friend's spirit was right there...waiting to speak with her. All was forgiven and the two life long lovers were reunited. The mission was over.....I'm looking for another job.

My spirit friend told me I was going to make a lot of money with my art...what I work on at home...He told me twice at two different settings so I know he didn't say that I would spend a lot of money...besides I have it on tape.

So, here I am determined to flow with the flow and see where I land.....I know it will be on my feet...just don't know where. I am back to thinking about her...the love catalyst who got me into this change in the first place. She is always on my mind. I love her for some reason....can't figure it out. My feelings have never faded..don't ask me why. In fact, my feelings for this fathom love is messing up my feelings for my present lover. Yes! I'm in big trouble. I'm thinking blonde shoulder length deep brown eyes and loving hugs and kisses...getting....not that.

I know my present lover loves me. Is it that I just can't take being loved? The butchness? What is it. At times things are super...well were super. Now, I'm beginning to worry about how I come across.

Oh well, as the wind shifts and turns so will my feelings and my life situations.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Osprey V-22 expensive 20 year project stillin the making

According to a Time Magazine reporter Mark Thompson speaking on my local NPR station one hundred twenty million dollars a piece for the 20 year project V-22 Osprey tilt-rotor plane that began at a 20 billion dollar budget project.

Dick Cheney when he was Gerald Ford's Secretary of Defense tried to kill this project that can fly like a helicopter or a plane. The engines rotate up as a helicopter and can be switched down and forward as a plane.

If you are below 2200 feet and lose power during an engine position switch you are doomed. This is a combat assault aircraft designed to take troops into positions of battle. The machine guns on board would be a 1,000 pound a piece, but too heavy so machine gun is attached instead to the inside rear of the plane and shoots puney bullets.

Obiviously, as radical as the V-22 is the younger pilots rather than older intuitive pilots will be willing to fly the Osprey V-22 air craft.

President General Eisenhower upon leaving office warned "be leary of the Industrial War Machine". This statement means be careful...because for a few big industries there is lots of money to be made during war time.

Monday, October 01, 2007

Losing My Appetite

After watching the piece on CNN about how "manufacturers" prepare the packaged food we ate I think I have lose my appetite.

The concern is not for our nutritional and health benefits but rather for extending product shelf life. This is frightening to me!

Restaurants prefer to use poly-unsatured oils which create a food of sorts that will not spoil and can sit on the counter for hours looking as if it just came off the grill. In fact, the food product will last eternally looking fresh and staying moist.

So, it's nothing about freshness and nutrition for the consumor; but more about saving money for the manufacturers. Once again pulling one over on the food consummer.

It has gotten so bad that I have resorted to celery filled with peanut butter, green peppers, and carrots. I'm afraid of lettuce. California allows cattle to raom uphill, above the lettuce patches.

Where is our government throughout all of this. Isn't it the governments job to protect us; a sort of homeland security. But, government is in cahoots with business. So government works against us?

Anyway, I wanted to lose some weight. Have you looked down the isles of the supermarkets? It's all cereal, chips and more junk. All sugar!

The government gives corn and soy bean farmers huge incentives and tax breaks but fruit and vegetable farmers do not. The trend is changing; however, and now produce farmers are beginning to get help. The fact is that if everyone demanded their daily requirement of fruits and vegetables there would not be enough to go around.