Gay Bar Attacker...kills himself!

There was a small article in Wednesday paper in which the capton read: Boston - Gay-bar attacker shot himself, police say (wonder why that is added?).

Supposively, the teen went on a rampage at a gay bar and killed two people then fatally shot himself during a gunfight with Arkansas police. He was 18 and fatally shot himself after he shot a woman who was in his car, that was after he killed a police office in Arkansas after leading police on a 20 miles chase before being stopped. Police were looking for him after he shot two men in a gay bar in Boston.

Hmm, makes me wonder? Did he hate gays? And if so, why? They said we hate in others what is inside of us! Did he go to a gay bar to kill what was laying inside of him?

We'll never know now, he's dead and so are four other people! Makes me wonder. Let's just say, maybe he was gay, for arguement sake. You know, there are many suicides each year by teens who are gay and can't face disappointing their parents and people who love them.

So, which bring me to this issue - why are we ashamed of being gay? Oh, because "society" - that almighty powerful religious society that causes so many heart to ache, decided, for god, that it was wrong! People, religious people, are declaring god's mistakes...gays are a mistake, god! God, you made a mistake!

"Oh, but we are not damning the person, only the action" says the self-declared human religious god! - Now this is pure bullshit, as I feel all organized religions are! And no, I'm not going to hell - you the religious are, I'm spiritual. I can't go to a place I don't believe in.

I feel that all organized religion have rules and law written by humans (men) to manipulate others, rule over people for a few leaders self-gain, or for male's self gain! Think about it! A higher than thou spirit of the universe is so powerful that that spirit would not have to discriminate amongst races or genders or sexual orientation.

As J. Z. Knight says in "What the Bleep Do We Know" how can a human offend this ALMIGHTY spirit, if there is such an overseer? We are mere peons in power; how can we offend this almighty spirit? Think about it!

So, here's my point! If this kid murderered people because of his hatred for his own sexuality it was needless! If were as a people; as a human race, were truly religious and righteous as we claim to be, why not let another human be free to be as he or she wishes to be. Why do people of power of religion and government discriminate. Since when are they better than the next guy! Since when do they get to judge another!

If everyone was spiritual and not religious there would be more peace in the world. By spirituality I mean we all recognize the power we each have within us; we are all gods says J.Z. Knight! Don't you get it? You have the power within, you don't need organized religion groups to "use" you to make a few male leaders feel powerful by having power over you!

Think about it! You can create your own day....just how powerful is that? You can make yourself sick with worry? Just how powerful is that? We can see what we want to see...we are the ultimate observers.

Get the DVD and watch it: "What the Bleep Do We Know?" and soon, later this month the sequel is coming: "How far down the rabbit hole do you want to go?"

Don't be fooled only to be surprised and sorry after you pass...have an open mind and learn while you are here this time around..because if you don't get it.. you'll be back.

Religion has imprisoned you. I know, I'm a recovering catholic. If we even thought about attending another sector or religion's service we were told we would burn in hell....you now why they, the priests and nuns told us that, they didn't want to lose our membership "money". It was all bullshit!

We make our hell here on earth...there is no heaven or hell. Use common sense!

Realize your own powers...do not let a small group rule over you. You know what is right and wrong. You know what it takes to have friends. You know the golden rule.. that is all you need to know! You know that you need to be a productive citizen in society. You also know we need a certain amount of laws to keep order; such as traffic laws. It's only commen sense!

We what we don't need is religion belittling us or discriminating against us. And certainly government should be separated and not influenced by religion. It is done only to gain power over others.

Is someone being homosexual harmful to you? Just say. "No thanks, I'm not interested." No big deal! We only will hate something in someone else because that same thing is within us and we can't stand to face it because of social rules. And narrow minded scared, weak people fell the need to dominate others.

My father was an asshole bully, he picked on a little girl and tarmented her. How, weak and pitiful was that? I never respected the fucking jerk! But, I had to tolerate his bullshit until I was old enough to leave because back then there was no such thing as social services... priests etc.,all thought the same, women and children had NO rights! My mother was an asshole too for allowing it! She was no better only self-serving, controlling and manipulative! Oh, did I mention they were catholic!!!