Maybe it's the early afternoon drink. Funny! As soon as she is out of my sight I miss her. We were quiet today. Maybe it was all the excitement and drink of yesterday. Or the vocal competition distraction at the table. Maybe we were taught to listen while others speak. Maybe we were just tired. Somehow I wanted to keep the party going into the evening. But, probably best not after all..
Tomorrow is the parade and another celebration with many people downtown. I look forward to seeing her again. I don't miss anyone or anything when I'm with her.
Funny! I miss her when she is away from me. It's another forbidden love (of course, it's the only kind I know}.
Universe! Thanks for the many magic moments. Please keep all loves and past loves safe and loved. After one drink this afternoon I must admit I'm a little loaded. Please keep them safe and sound and happy. I wish she loved me back and felt very comfortable with calling me and being with me whenever.
Funny, I hugged everyone but her when we departed...maybe I thought I would see her later?
About Me
- mzzim
- I am an out lesbian..finally! I celebrate my diversity with like-minded kindred spirits. Today, I am true to myself! I am no longer a slave to what controlling organized religions would have me believe I am; and that is, that I am intrinsically evil. I am not a mistake! God makes no mistakes! I love who I am. I am active in my community. I love from my heart and not who the church, government or society tells me I am permitted to love. Life is finally good since I ditched the evil authoritarian controlling lifestyle that I was forced to live most of my life. No more pretending to be straight! I'm out! There is no cure for something that is not sick or broken. Thank you god for MY caring and loving heart! Thank you god for making me a lesbian!
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