Sunday, March 02, 2008

In the 70's today

and 48 degrees tomorrow; of course, after the storms tonight! This is some crazy weather. Well, seems I've had a weekend alone. It doesn't matter. I'm numb..maybe done nad numb.

Too bad we need sex and the touch of another. And age has nothing to do with it...nothing. In fact sex it's better as I get older. Who cares anymore? People are too weird. The baggage! The drama! And why do feminine women want this butch dykes? And why did the only lesbian bar in town go gay. Gays have taken it over. Gays and big, broad, flannel dykes. I just don't fit in - never did - never will!

Just how long can this go on? Why am I always so mismatched. Why can't I have everything in "one package" for a change? Why is the world so strange. So straight? Well, everyone pretends to be straight...or they get old, fat, and crabby! Why are most lesbians, especially the older ones, as butch as hell and with extra wide asses. If I would have wanted a man, I would have married one years ago.

Even if they are not wide..they are crabby. Unhappy! Life is a mess!

People - the world - is weird! Such a mixed up - shook up world! And everyone - the church - society expects people to pretend. If you act "normal" then everythis is "normal". It's all such a crock - it isn't even funny! It's sick!

Trust me - if every "gay" person suddenly turned purple..most people would be shocked as to just how many people are pretending to be something other than what they are.

And why does everyone have to pretend..that they are happily married and happy with who they are? Because of the church! The hypocritical church! Parents, the church, society would rather have someone "dead" than gay.

I just heard a woman on CNN the other day (a black woman) say that homosexuality is wrong. It's wrong in god's eyes. Nice! Let's just spread some more hate around in this world...thanks tons.

The other day Ellen talked about one fifteen year old boy killing another fifteen year old boy because the one made a past at him. Well, asked him to be his Valentine! Told some kids he was going to do it - took a gun to school and in the computer lab pulled out the gun and killed the kid. ... Hey - thanks to the church... we have kids killing kids.. out of hate..... nice job!

You know my bet would be that the shooter hated something deep within himself and the other kids "gaydar" detected the shooter was gay and merely made a friendly admiration statement to him. So he shoots him! See what religion does? It's a sick world! Sick! Sick! Sick! Thanks....

The church doesn't want you to be your authentic self and be happy. The church doesn't care. The church only wants you to do, and act like they tell you too. And people are this stupid to go along with their made up god bull. Oh please. Humans - men - to be exact - wrote the bible...it's fiction! Fiction! Fiction! And people believe this stuff and live by it! Are they just pure crazy?

Men are like mere sheep. Murder in time of war is ...okay. Justified. Now we attack other countries because "we" believe that they could be... I repeat....believe that they could be a threat to us! It's amazing! Truly...truly amazing.... and the threat and the oil.. the oil....the oil ...the oil... We could make the same things out of any kind of oil....granola oil, corn oil, flax seed oil.. you name it. Olive oil!

The Brazilians are burning ethanol from the waste products of sugar cane stalks....they are totalling oil free.... they paid attention to the oil shortage in the 1970's.. they were NOT heavily invested in oil like the guys.... oh the marvelous politicans who run this countries for the large corporations. Actually, they just allow corporations to run amok and send jobs overseas. Nice! Nice guys! They are selling us out...selling out the American people!

Oh well! Obama will get in there and bob his head around and around and around as the Kennedy's, Kerry's, Dobbs, Peloski's tell him too. We're not getting anything new with Obama. He just another G. W. Bush. Just want and see! Without Hillary providing answers for him (you know answering the questions first) Obama will falter and wilt under McCain's sharp words.

People drive huge gass guzzling SUV and are very deep in debt.. but they won't give them up first. My god some one might think they're not rich. No self esteem! We are so desperate to be accepted and approved of. By who? Other fakes! Other people living on the edge in debt.....

It's almost comicial if it wasn't so sad!

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