Precious and Naked

You might had read in earlier blogs (or maybe it was in my offline or book journal) where I pray for certain, important people in my life. In the last several months I added another member to my growing list: The young naked woman.

I always thank the universe and my spirit guides for their blessings and mine and I pray for our continued good health, safety, wisdom, and wealth for myself, L, T, D, K and now the young naked woman.

I know you wonder why the young naked woman? Well, one evening, one internet site lead to another and I ended up on shaggle. I became moving from screen to screen looking at the beautiful young sexy woman; which can be picked out by age or even can be picked out by bra size, no less. I must have been in the 22 age group for some reason..maybe a C..don't remember.

I paged through all the sexy, open, ready-to-go spreads of photos...and then I came upon this one, hers; and my heart stopped. .She was adorable! Innocent! Yes, in a way innocent looking..well, to me! She stirred my soul; she looked so vulnerable I wanted to protect her somehow.

She touched my heart. She was laying on a sheetless mattress. The pillow had no case. The mattress was lying on what appeared to be a tiled basement floor perhaps. Her little body was perfect and precious like a new baby.

She layed head on the pillow; her beautiful almost black hair, thicked curled, resting on the pillow. Her face slightly turnedto the right, eyes closed and a faint smile on her lips. She all spread out with legs apart; one leg folded. Most of her legs were not in the picture; but her arms were and her bottom of course. Beautiful and perfect! Her arms up with hands up along her beautiful full breasts. Her little belly tight and perfect; her bottom.. just there.. beautiful as a new born.

Must be my age; I wanted to pick her up in my arms and hold her and protect her. This beautiful untouched, unmarked (to the naked eye) perfect little human being.

I was compelled to read her profile: She was 22 (or who knows, maybe younger), living in MN, straight, wanting to meet a young man, with job and benefits. She wanted to work and go to school.

I prayed, and I pray for her everyday, that some wonderful, honest, loving, young man with a big heart falls hopelessly in love with her and protects her and guides her and shows her a lot of love; and never ever hurts her.

I would recognize her if I saw her with clothes on; she has a birthmark or mole on her right cheek. Even though her eyes were closed in the picture and I would see them open, I would know it was her. Her eyebrows were perfectly arched. Her hair thick, practically black cut little shoulder than shoulder length. Thick curls - beautiful.

I hope and pray she takes care of herself and is able to maintain or become independent. And only becomes pregnant if she wants to and is ready and wants a baby. I pray no one abuses her or hurts her in anyway. I pray she is wise and listens and sees what bad things happen to other people and learns from that and not her own bad experiences. I pray she makes good choices. I pray she doesn't get fooled or tricked into drugs or porn..

It's not like I can help her myself. Young people have to find their own way anyway. I feel the most powerful thing I can do for her is pray for the universe and her spirit guides and my spirit guides to protect and guide her. I wish her love; lots of it. I wish her happiness and safety; painfree, injury free, emotional, physical, mental abuse free days. I want her life to be wonderful and magical...this perfect little being with such a presence of innocence. She definitely had self-confidents..guess I don't have to worry about someone taking advance of her because of low self-esteem.

Well, that was my prayer for her for today... I'll be back again tomorrow! May you feel love in your heart.

I'm thinking she is Bosnian, or Romanian..I'm praying she is safe.

Her picture is no longer out there on the site. All I know is that she wasn't like the others. The others were wide open, with a wiched cold stares.

She was precious laying there like an innocent baby..there was just something about her that touched me my heart....

She is sort of my own little secret... that I pray for her that is.. I really don't think anyone would understand, they would just think she was like the rest of them. But there is something very special about this one.

Okay, universe, spirit guides, please be good to her and the rest of 'em of my list. I know that I am in good standing and my heart is pure...so they should be flying high too....