L Word with Friends..

I have the cutest, sweetest friends. This evening they brought me ice cream and invited me to dinner to happen soon. They were so cute arriving in their pajamas. I love those guys.

Just when I think I don't miss them, I see them and realize once again how wonderfully happy they make me feel! They brighten my day. Of course little "B Bop", just the sight of her, has always brightened my day from the moment I met her..that day in the park at our booth during pride. I remember the day she signed up and spoke to me. She is precious to me! She is wonderfully happy now and I'm so glad. They are fabulously happy together and becoming very comfortable. It is truly beautiful to see. I will have that too one day..someone perfect for me! She'll be just like me. She'll be available, sweet, loving, giving, cute, sexy, sensual, adorable, youthful, attractive, slendar, happy, and just like me, even having blond hair.

The L Word was great this evening. Tina and Bett are probably getting back together. Kit ditched Angus. Alice made wonderful political points regarding the "war for profit". So the show is getting into the political area too! Fabulous! Jenny was her usual self-centered self.

There was lots of lesbian sex too this evening. I do not like to watch Shane hump and bump however. Too male! Alice and Natasta are fun. They were the best. Elena and what "evil" woman - too scary! Max and Grace will probably get it on next week. And per the previews, looks like Phillis' husband comes after Alice.. I' hopefully Natasta will protect her. It was good we watched it twice.

When they left I switched back to the Oscars just in time to see Helen Mirron and Forest Whittaker win.. just the two I wanted to win. "Departed" won best picture. I didn't see the movie but the gruesome previews were enough for me. Oh, I didn't see Jennifer Hudson get best supporting actress... damn I hope I didn't miss it. But, I just read it on line at www.oscar.com Good! Melissa Etheridge won best song. Fabulous!

I had a lot of it recording and I am watching it now as I write. I'm high now on love and sugared ice cream..mostly the love!

I'll see my lover tomorrow afternoon. I miss her body touching mine. I might just have to hold her close for awhile..until I can't hold back anymore and want her with every nerve of my senses.

I'm having a fabulous time and I look good. All the work has certainly paid off. I must hold back now with the eating because I brought this little two piece (do I dare?). I ordered an tank and shorts too, but they didn't have my size. So, I guess I can wear my old suit on "shy" days.
Hey, a beautiful 68 year old woman at the complex pool last year had a two piece suit on and she looked good! We were amazed when we found out her age. It was funny! She spoke of beginning nursing when they wore "those little white caps" that she had to wash and starch and wear everyday. I know we looked at each other like "What?" I thought she was barely fifty! What a wonderful inspiration! Something to aspire to!

I think these are the bonus years! A chance to shine! And baby I do shine! I"m hot and I know it! I have a figure that is too cool! These are the wonder years with a chance to prove myself and delve into my recreativity.

It's the time to be the best I can be! I want to thank the universe for all of my blessings. My many gifts of love, pride, wonder, intelligence, talents, safety, injury free, pain free activities. I appreciate everything I have from everything in my condo, my condo and my car. What a wonderful dependable car. Life is grand! And I'm cherishing every moment and taking advantage of everything I can; every opportunity I get. I'm wishing myself younger and more youthful everyday and once more It's happening. My body is lean and firm. My skin radiant and beautiful. My hair long thick and luscious. My heart full of love and beauty and attracting the same. Like attracts like is what "The Secret" teaches us. Be all you can be. Be everything you want to be.. just want it. Dream it, plan it, want it, place your order and then forget about it and let the universe do it's thing. But make sure you know what you want and be details while placing your order. I am getting more youthful every day. I'm 35. You see I missed my thirties. I had to be straight. So, I give myself another chance at it; this time as the lesbian I have always been. I was never stright; I only pretended.

Yes, this time around....it's the lesbians thirties. How wonderful the universe is now that I know that the power lies within me. Know in your heart that the power lies within each and every one of us.. we just have to know that we have the power within us and can tap into our rescources at any time.

I'm watch Melissa Etheridge sing her song now and just realized it's the night of the lesbians. Ellen Degenerous is hosting the Oscar's and Melissa is singing her song. Wow! This is reason to celebrate! And Rosie O'Donnell is on "The View" every day.. out lesbians.

See the first time I was 35, now of these opportunities existed for lesbians. Ellen in 1994 when she came out on her sitcom..set the stage and cleared the path.