"Make it Magical!"

When every I am on my way to attend a party or meet up with people and I think of it I said. "Make it magical!".

If I'm scared I said the "Angel of God my guardian dear" prayer that I learned as a kid in Catholic grade school.

Friday evening on the way to a party I felt uncertain, it being a family affair and all. So I prayed and wished the evening to be fun and magical. And it was!

While there I was in the moment taking it all in. At first felt a little estranged for about the first thirty minutes but then settled down while speaking to the quests. So, it was going okay.

What made it magical was when someone very dear to me appeared through the patio door onto the deck. I had no idea she would be there. My heart raced! But, I quickly recovered and continued to appear calm and preoccupied with the conversation I was already engaged in. Later on I spoke briefly to her. It was good to see! It was very good to see her! See, it was magical!

Last evening on the way to the park to meet friends and run with the group I asked the universe for the evening to be magical also. Again, I was in the moment, not preoccupied with wandering thoughts. I was into what she was saying. Yes, in the moment. Again, it was magical!

This evening is yoga, right down the street, I thinking I want it to be magical. This request should be fairly easy since I truly like going to yoga class and I haven't been for two weeks. So, of course, I am looking forward to it! It should be magical.

It's the best! I love to say to myself (and the universe) make it magical and then; abracadabra, it is!

While I'm at it! Let's try this: I want to look and feel in my mid thirties! Well, I already feel that way so I"m halfway there! Great! Fabulous! It's magic!

We are masters of our universe? Do we have much more power than we think; what we can imagine? Why not give it a shot? Be magical!

While I'm at it! I wonder if this works only on me for me or another person to? Here goes: If it won't cause any harm or future woes or hard feelings...allow her to love me and feel about me the way I feel about her. Make it magical!

Now here is where I hesitate. I don't want to hurt her in anyway. Do I truly have enough confidence to pull this one off? Is it right? Can we keep it on the casual side and have it for what it is? Her big smile showed me she was glad to see me. Or we close, but with a huge distance between us? She's just so easy to be with. Am I blind!

Now see this is what gets in the way of a situation becoming "magical" and that is my self doubt! I need to scratch the self doubt!

I don't want to assume or inflate my ego. But, I do want to see if I have learned anything from my last romance about myself; and this is the only way I am going to find out. So, make it magical.

Namaste!